I only am who I was born to be
 You can seek high and low and never understand me
You can walk in my shoes and don’t see what I see
We have different logic on how things suppose to be
You can acknowledge my presence or act like I don’t exist
It can never matter to me because through GOD I’m forever
Blessed
Today I finally laughed
Until tears came to my eyes
Tasted joy in it purest form
Being thankful as I looked to the sky
Many thoughts to juggle in mind
Built up pressure that needed to be released
Jokes of money made me smile wide
Because life means much more than it to me
The ultimate union on its way
Life with an Angel a Queen
Money has yet to buy any true happiness
We have felt while sharing comfort and peace
This day I experienced bliss
Teary laughter that is rare to me
It shall come again as a natural mystic
All I must do and you too is… Believe
Many things building up against me
Testing the very essence of my being
Confidence, integrity even my love
Becoming unstable due to all I’ve seen
Questions form cloudy days
The answers at times hard to find
Wondering how to sustain happiness
When bills to pay form mountains to climb
A world of temptation out there
Drugs, fornication, envy and hate
God send me solutions I pray Father
Excuse my ignorance Peace you shall create
Why must I turn anywhere else
For you have brought me from the depth of sorrow
How could I forget you will carry me
To see the beauty in life of every tomorrow
Forgive me Most High for my sins
Every battle is already won by your grace and mercy
Long as I stand for You who or what can be against me
My life will be dedicated to prove I am worthy
A poet, I was born to write beautiful poems
Poetical in every poetic aspect of the form
Poesy I would love to share with a poetess
Everything I would share with a poetess
Fighting to poeticize many misguided lives
Everyday and every night I will eternally poetize
Poetically my poetical-ness will not lead me to a poetaster
The poeticism of this art is poetic justice I’’ve finally mastered
Poetics of my heart is love with no poetic license
These are intuitive thoughts, no type of brainwashed conscious
Poetry has set my soul free to fly high for eternity
I will bless you and many others poetically until I’m deceased
